You wish- [but he stops there, and he pauses for a long time.
When he finally speaks, his voice is low, and if Alex cares to listen hard enough he can hear the hurt in it.]
I looked for you. When I watched those tapes I saw things I didn't remember, things that scared the hell out of me. I kept looking because I had to know you were alive. [A beat.] When I gave up, when I ran for my life? They watched me. They found me again. Sent me a tape with you and your girlfriend.
I don't know what's happened to me, Alex. I know that when I find out? It'll probably end in death. They'll find me in some branches somewhere, or there'll be a fire, or I'll just be gone, suffocating behind some goddamn mask.
And you know, I wish I could say I wouldn't regret it.
But I do.
Especially now.
[He pauses for a moment, like he's going to say something else (something along the lines of "so fucking sorry I can't overcome the supernatural"), but he just snaps the feed off instead.]
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When he finally speaks, his voice is low, and if Alex cares to listen hard enough he can hear the hurt in it.]
I looked for you. When I watched those tapes I saw things I didn't remember, things that scared the hell out of me. I kept looking because I had to know you were alive. [A beat.] When I gave up, when I ran for my life? They watched me. They found me again. Sent me a tape with you and your girlfriend.
I don't know what's happened to me, Alex. I know that when I find out? It'll probably end in death. They'll find me in some branches somewhere, or there'll be a fire, or I'll just be gone, suffocating behind some goddamn mask.
And you know, I wish I could say I wouldn't regret it.
But I do.
Especially now.
[He pauses for a moment, like he's going to say something else (something along the lines of "so fucking sorry I can't overcome the supernatural"), but he just snaps the feed off instead.]