[Oh shit, he walked into this. Okay, we've got regret, shame, a spot of extra fear; it's a party in Alex's voice and all the crappy emotions are invited!]
When I talk to anyone from that project, I - [He clenches his teeth, but that works for all of three seconds.] - it's like going back to that summer. It's like reliving what he did. I keep thinking he's gonna jump out from around a corner, which he probably will now, or that next time we see each other you won't remember anything we talked about. I can't deal with that. 'Cause you forgot everything, J. Everything. Those times he wandered onto set. Half the shoot. Searching around in the forest behind that red tower...
[He finally manages to slow to a stop, swallowing heavily. Fuck. Hope you're happy. His heart's not in the thought.]
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[Oh shit, he walked into this. Okay, we've got regret, shame, a spot of extra fear; it's a party in Alex's voice and all the crappy emotions are invited!]
When I talk to anyone from that project, I - [He clenches his teeth, but that works for all of three seconds.] - it's like going back to that summer. It's like reliving what he did. I keep thinking he's gonna jump out from around a corner, which he probably will now, or that next time we see each other you won't remember anything we talked about. I can't deal with that. 'Cause you forgot everything, J. Everything. Those times he wandered onto set. Half the shoot. Searching around in the forest behind that red tower...
[He finally manages to slow to a stop, swallowing heavily. Fuck. Hope you're happy. His heart's not in the thought.]