[Welp, Alex feels like a complete and utter dick.]
I wish I had all the answers, okay? [he snaps, despite his efforts to stay silent.] I wish I could just magic up a solution. But when I saw him on the screen I could hardly even talk, so when I see him in real life, I don't know if I'll be able to attack him - but I know that I have to do something to stop him because I'm the one who started this, he was after me and [FUUUCK HE CAN'T STOP TALKING] I wish I'd burned those fucking tapes when I had the chance. It's my fault he's hurting you, it's my fault he's hurting J, all of this is my fault.
[The absolute cherry on the whole shit cake would be starting to cry, wouldn't it? So of course, the event obliges. Alex scrubs angrily at his eyes, but there's no concealing of emotions and he's not allowed to keep his voice from choking.]
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I wish I had all the answers, okay? [he snaps, despite his efforts to stay silent.] I wish I could just magic up a solution. But when I saw him on the screen I could hardly even talk, so when I see him in real life, I don't know if I'll be able to attack him - but I know that I have to do something to stop him because I'm the one who started this, he was after me and [FUUUCK HE CAN'T STOP TALKING] I wish I'd burned those fucking tapes when I had the chance. It's my fault he's hurting you, it's my fault he's hurting J, all of this is my fault.
[The absolute cherry on the whole shit cake would be starting to cry, wouldn't it? So of course, the event obliges. Alex scrubs angrily at his eyes, but there's no concealing of emotions and he's not allowed to keep his voice from choking.]
So I'm sorry I don't have the answers right now.